Every

For every word that has pierced my skin. 

For every feeling that's been hurt

For even beating I've taken

For every broken promise

For every tear I have shed

For every year I wasted trying to fix it 

For every piece of confidence you shattered

For every time you tried to make it better

For every black eye I had to hide

For every lie that's been told 

For every part of my heart that's now lost 

For everything you have done

I hope you fucking burn

Burn in hell.

How can you says Sorry?

Sorry doesn't cut it.

How the fuck can you think

SORRY would make it better.

Oh I just destroyed you but sorry. 

Yeah that doesn't work. 

The bruises fade but the scars remain, 

and I have far too many of them. 

Most not visible but I know they are there,

That's what hurts I know they are there 

I know it happened 

Thank you you made me what I am today

I have never been more weak

I have ever been this strong

I am a bundle of broken nerves

I'll wear a poker face so you'll never tell

I am a fuse ready to blow

I am angry at the world

I am convinced every one will hurt me 

I am scared of people

I am afraid of myself 

You fight with your fists I'll use my words

My pain is something you'll never know

The tears you may see but 

The extend of the damage

Goes deep within

Give up the power trip. 

I'm already broken.

I'm trying to find the pieces