No one ever tells you

That family will stab you in the back.

That family will disrespect you.

That family will lies right to your face.

That family will let you down.

That family will be the ones to bring you down.

That family will be ones to draw the knife

That family will be the the last people you will want to turn too

That family will enjoy seeing you hurt

That family will love seeing the tear

That family will be the death of you 

That family will have that last word

That family will dig the whole

That family will throw you in 

That family will bury you alive

No one ever tells you 

that family

Family isn't forever

I'm a pretty picture

Every

For every word that has pierced my skin. 

For every feeling that's been hurt

For even beating I've taken

For every broken promise

For every tear I have shed

For every year I wasted trying to fix it 

For every piece of confidence you shattered

For every time you tried to make it better

For every black eye I had to hide

For every lie that's been told 

For every part of my heart that's now lost 

For everything you have done

I hope you fucking burn

Burn in hell.

How can you says Sorry?

Sorry doesn't cut it.

How the fuck can you think

SORRY would make it better.

Oh I just destroyed you but sorry. 

Yeah that doesn't work. 

The bruises fade but the scars remain, 

and I have far too many of them. 

Most not visible but I know they are there,

That's what hurts I know they are there 

I know it happened 

Thank you you made me what I am today

I have never been more weak

I have ever been this strong

I am a bundle of broken nerves

I'll wear a poker face so you'll never tell

I am a fuse ready to blow

I am angry at the world

I am convinced every one will hurt me 

I am scared of people

I am afraid of myself 

You fight with your fists I'll use my words

My pain is something you'll never know

The tears you may see but 

The extend of the damage

Goes deep within

Give up the power trip. 

I'm already broken.

I'm trying to find the pieces 

Fucking hate intro posts

I hate that post that requires you to break the ice.

The thoughts and the music plague my mind like dirty rats.

I find myself needing a safe place to store my thoughts.

Lets get to know me.

I am anger

I am happiness

I am everything in-between.

I am a little crazy

I am very lost

I am fully in love

I am a mother

I am a girlfriend

I am a sister

I am a daughter

I am a cousin

I am a friend

I am me

I have broken wings and half a heart

I will always be loyal even if it kills me